my personal thoughts on metaphysics

ontology

who am i, really? what does it even mean to be? this question haunts me at the oddest moments, like when i wake up and feel like i’m slipping back into myself after a night of dreams.ontology - the study of existence itself. and the more i think about it, the stranger it gets. am I just a body? a mind? a collection of thoughts and memories? if i lost all my memories tomorrow, would i still be me? where do i end and someone else begins? descartes would probably comfort me with his famous “cogito, ergo sum” - i think, therefore i am. at least my thinking proves I exist… but what am i beyond that? heidegger, on the other hand, would remind me that being is more than just thinking—it’s about being-in-the-world (dasein). we aren’t isolated minds floating in space; we exist through our interactions, our choices, our relationships. But that only makes things messier. if my being is shaped by the world around me, does that mean i’m constantly shifting, never fully defined? sartre would say yes. he believed existence precedes essence - we exist first, and then we create who we are through our actions. no predetermined self, no essential “me” waiting to be discovered. it’s both terrifying and freeing. terrifying, because there’s no solid ground to stand on. freeing, because it means i get to decide who i become. and then there’s plato, who might just laugh at all of this and tell me that the real me exists somewhere beyond this material world, in the realm of forms - an ideal version of myself that i can only catch glimpses of. but what if there is no ideal me? what if all i have is this flawed, ever-changing version, caught between what i was and what i will be? the truth is, i don’t have an answer. maybe that’s the point. maybe ontology isn’t about solving the mystery of existence but learning to live with it. for now, i exist. and maybe, just maybe, that’s enough.

time & space

i don’t need to convince anyone, but i feel the need to remind myself: time and space aren’t as fixed as people think they are. everything is energy, everything is connected, and we are more than just these bodies. i’ve felt it too many times to doubt it. i’ve seen it, experienced it. reality shifting isn’t just a trend or a phase - it’s real. it’s just a matter of tapping into the right frequency, the right state of being. einstein once said, “the distinction between past, present, and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.” time isn’t linear, not like we’ve been taught to believe. it’s more like a vast ocean that you can float through if you know how to navigate it. the past, the present, the future - they’re all happening at once. when i shift, it’s like i slip between these layers, into another reality where my choices are different, where i can be whoever i need to be. it’s not just imagination; it’s as real as anything else. i’ve felt the shift, felt myself stepping into a world where everything is tangible, where the air feels different, where people speak to me as if i’ve always been there. space, too, isn’t what we’ve been taught. when i astral project, i can feel myself leave this body, and in that moment, there’s no room for doubt. there’s no “place” that limits me. i can travel anywhere - across rooms, across cities, across the universe itself. i’ve been to places that exist beyond the physical, where time moves differently, where the air hums with energy, where i can communicate with beings that don’t belong to this world. it’s not a dream. it’s as real as waking up in the morning. in those spaces, i remember the words of carolyn myss: “you are a spiritual being having a human experience.” there’s so much more to us than just flesh and bone. we’re made of energy, and that energy can transcend anything that tries to limit us - space, time, even death. and when i think about the afterlife, it doesn’t seem so mysterious. i know that death isn’t an end - it’s just another transition. when our physical bodies give out, we don’t disappear. our energy moves on. i’ve spoken to spirits - felt their presence, felt their guidance. it’s undeniable. they’re still here, around us, in the air we breathe, in the spaces we inhabit. they’ve told me things, shown me glimpses of what’s waiting for us on the other side. it’s peaceful, it’s eternal, and it’s beautiful. edgar cayce, the famous psychic, once said, “the soul is immortal, and it shall return again and again until it has learned all things.” i’ve come to understand that everything is a cycle, a loop of energy flowing from one form to another. nothing really “ends.” death isn’t the final step; it’s simply another doorway we pass through. there’s no fear in it. no anxiety about what happens when we die. i’ve come to understand that everything is a cycle, a loop of energy flowing from one form to another. nothing really “ends.” i guess some people will never understand it, and that’s okay. maybe they’re not meant to. but i know what i know, and i’ve felt what i’ve felt. the universe is more than we can grasp in our limited minds. the true essence of being - of time, space, and the soul - goes beyond all of this. as philip k. dick once said, “reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” and that’s the truth. reality is not just what we see or what we’re told to believe. it’s something deeper, something we can feel in our bones if we just allow ourselves to. and that gives me peace.

thought & reality

it’s funny how people think reality is something set in stone – like it’s an unchangeable fact that exists outside of us. the more i dive into it, the more i see that it’s all just one big projection, shaped by the thoughts we feed into it. everything i’ve experienced, every shift, every strange event – it all started with a thought. one little spark of intention, and everything begins to unfold. energy flows where attention goes – and that’s the truth. our thoughts are energy, and they don’t just float aimlessly; they move, they gather, they become real. we create the world we live in every single moment, just by thinking. when i focus on something – when i really believe in it – that’s when the magic happens. things start to appear, opportunities open up, doors open that i didn’t even know existed. einstein had it right when he said reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one. time, space, everything around us – it’s just a construct. a filter. the truth is much stranger than we’ve been led to believe. the more i’ve explored these ideas – through meditation, shifting, astral projection – the more i’ve come to understand that there’s no clear divide between what’s “real” and what isn’t. sometimes, when i slip into a new reality, it’s almost too real to be a dream. i can feel it, taste it, breathe it in. it’s like this world is just one layer, and if you know how to peel it back, you step into something that feels just as solid, just as tangible, just as real. time and space bend and blur, and everything becomes fluid. i start to understand that the only limit is the one i set with my own mind. i think we all underestimate how powerful our thoughts are. they’re not just fleeting ideas that come and go – they create ripples in the universe. every time i focus my attention on something, every time i visualize a goal or shift my mind into a new space, i’m shaping my reality. it’s not just about wishing for something to happen; it’s about becoming the version of myself that makes it happen. when i think about the afterlife, i know it’s not an end. it’s just another layer of existence, another shift in frequency. the soul doesn’t die – it transforms. like a wave moving across the ocean, it never really disappears, it just changes form. i’ve felt the presence of spirits, their energy lingering in the air, guiding me, speaking to me. they’re not gone – they’re just in a different state, a different dimension. the real question is not whether life exists after death. the real question is whether you were ever alive before death. that’s the thing about reality – it doesn’t start and stop with this physical body. it’s a continuous flow of energy, an endless cycle of creation and transformation. when we shift, when we tap into higher frequencies, we realize that there’s no separation between us and everything else. we are all part of the same whole. so today, i choose to believe in my power. in the power of my thoughts. because i know that when i align my mind with my true essence, the universe can’t help but respond.

free will vs. determinism

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multiverse theory

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the nature of god or the divine

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life and death

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ethics and metaphysics

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space and infinity

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time travel & its paradoxes

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existence and non-existence

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